Maitta!

Have you ever tried so hard to make things right, to change for the greater good, to just change to be someone better than ur preseent self??? And have you ever fail? Have you ever pushed yourself to the limit pushed as harder as u could get? Have you ever tried everything every bloody single option you could think of so desperatly so hurtingly hard that you can just guess that's enough? But it's not enough it's never enough because tha bad is in me I'm the wrong thing and it doesn't matter how much I change it will always be that way. I was so stupid, so naive for thinking I could be like anyother, that I could be just as good, as fair...