Fear

Fear is when u feel like smthing may hurt u and u'r waiting for it to come but u can't see it coming yet. U can feel it by urself or coz someone make u feel like.
I was happy I wasn't worring about tht but now u mention it I feel like a doll. What if I'm wrong what if it hurt what if... U know what u'r making me feel?? I know u mean no harm but u'r killing me. At this moment I feel really insecure my life is crashing into pieces but I can feel safe in sm places I can think about things tht make me feel safe but u'r ruining it. U'r telling me not to worry but how can't I stop doing it when u are telling me tht.
I don't want to be like yesterday, I want to feel free and a little careless feeling tht I can overcome tht but u'r making me feel like I should go back to my cave and stay there safe but I don't want to be safe anymore, can't u see tht I want to risk so I'll get smthing in return,please don't feed my fears don't.
U say u see, u think. Don't do it. It makes me start thinking and tht may make me go backwards and tht's really bad for me.
Why is everybody telling me how wrong it can be what the hell are u doing?U'r making me feel insecure and I don't need tht at the moment so stop it.